wheres my fight

Another day trying to detox, not felt so bad today. Strange things are occurring with the db that might help me but I don't feel as good about watching her demise as I thought I would. I need to get my fight back, I guess the only way to do this is to win some small battles. After last junes crippler I've gone right down hill. Christmas has always been a good time for my spirit, its been a time of strength in the past fore me so let's hope.