once more into the breach

Was at 3 days again yesterday and felt good, wasn't perfect but was starting to think about going running again. Db decided she wanted a bafg again and fool me went along with it, now my hate for her is renewed, its so hard to stop using while I'm living with her. So here I am back at day one and now I'm out of valium and sleepers, will I ever beat this shit, will I ever get my own place again, what did I do to so offend god that I have to relive this shit forever. Well, apaet freom sell my soul at 12 for a big dick and the ability to please any woman, which btw I seem to have got. But surely that's what all pubescent boys want, maybe I just got lucky and I punish myself. Anyways, once more into the breach dear friends once more into hell.