day ermmm bad day

Ok so I went 2 days without gear, struggled a bit and told the demon bitch I needed to score, took some valium and after an hour or so felt better. But now I've apparently put the idea into her head so. We have to use, scored two bags and felt a lot better till this morning, now I'm back in the same predicament, can't concentrate don't wanna eat, feel sick, every part of me vibrates when I move, and now this is no advantage with the ladies right now cos my once proud pocketrocket is reduced to a wrinkly thimble, tmi? Well I promised to be as honest as I could in this blog. Gonna sign this one off cos its very fookin hard work, peace and love to all those who suffer in this lifetime.